War and friends....

Conflict.... It is hard to stay out of a war between separate groups, when they both try to shove you in the middle all the while apologizing and swearing they didn't mean to put you there. It is difficult to keep your composure against such things as this.  Raise your hands... back away... don't give in. Yet because you are forced to listen to both sides, you are forced to be on a side whether you chose to be on one... They push and force until they feel you have made a choice and of course to them... This imagined choice, is wrong. Try to hide the physical harm it does to be forced into their fight. The asthma attacks, sleepless nights, and heart pains. Care to much. End up bruised. They are mad at the world and you happen to be apart of their world... Time to face that stage of anger and war and wonder how to make it past the pain it causes... They can't see it.