Monday, March 25, 2013

Laying on of hands


I remember the hands
my fathers, my mothers
hands I knew by feel
there were others too
a woman, her husband
each reaching
reaching
touching my head, my neck
my arm
nurturing touches
comfort, caring
nothing demanding
rough or heavy

I remember hands
tearing fabric and skin
leaving blood to trickle
harsh hands finding ways
to hold me down
finding ways
to keep me silent

Then a lovers hands
finding ways to comfort
to heal scarred skin
mend torn fabric
finding ways to soften

I remember hands
a grandmothers, a mothers
hands that know comfort
A Criminal, a rapist, a victim
hands that know damage

I remember a laying
on of hands finding
hardship, an aching
a peace
I remember hands

Monday, March 11, 2013

Nameless....


today I was Megan
and why not Megan
or Rachael or Grey
Am I myself because
my name is...
or would I be
me, regardless
maybe I am nameless
Does this make me
less...
less who I am
because my name
does not define
my nature
or does it
despite what you
call me
be it lover, sister, whore
am I Megan
Rachael
Grey
did I die here
nameless
on my grave